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Friday, May 28, 2010
my life gtting worse ~
hidup dlm dunia ne .. nda lepas pengaruh kn .. ssah maw elak .. bnyk k'ingn bleh tmbul dlm ne dunia ne .. nda mnentu soma .. heeiiii.. dLu msa sya keciL , sy nda sabar maw bsr .. now ! sya maw jdi budak blik ow.. kurang msalah .. uda bsar ne .. pndai da wat mcm2 .. otk pndai uda b'fkir.. mcm2! mengakuh lah .. mmans skrg , sya d pengaruhi hbis-hbisan .. tp , ok skit jga ne leh cntroL ag ne .. tp , keadaan skliling wa nda mmbantu lnsung.. ntah , prsaan kah apa ne .. kdang2 fkirn sy ne kotor ..pa sy fkir..?? teka .. ermm klU bleh sya maw lari jauh2 ..lri dri org yg sy knal .. hduP sndri.. wow ! kotor sngt ! tp syukur sy msh sedar ag .. hoPe ada lah pnyesaln dLm hdup sy ne ..mlas uda fkir ~ heeii.. dLm dunia ne .. 2 jak lah.. baik dan buruk jak kita fkir.. sy bljr 1 bnda .. klu uda wat kptusan tu.. pa jdi , jdi lah... kptusan ttap kptusan ..pa maw jdi, jd lah.. tp sblum tu fkir lah ..logik ~ hoho! boring sda sy hdup dngn fkirn org yg mcm2 .. sy ne gmbira .. gmbira jga lah.. gila pun gila jga.. nakal pun nakal jga ..baik pun baik jga.. pndai kasian pun ..aikkk ..pandai jga..tp.. ntah lah.. klu maw ckp pun ssah .. teda org yg tahan klu trus gini jak.. prcya lah.. mnusia ne .. soma munafik.. teda 1 mnusia pun , klu b'ckp soma btuL.. ada jga tu.. heii.. doranG ckp luar len.. dlm len.. mna kita taw kn.. bukn maw fkr dlm lah.. tAPi ... heii..kcewa lah ~siok ag hdup sndri2.. ~
Thursday, May 27, 2010
mY wierd feEling ~
ellow.. ^^ heiii..baru2 ne sy rsa prsaan sy snstf ne bha.. smlm sy mmpi , i hve the only one ,tht really care n sweet.. but dlm my mimpi , nda prnah t'fkir dia akn ada wjud in my dream .. sowt .. i nver thnk abt him pun , dia t'msuk dlm my mmpi.. ahahah. lucU.. but when i woke up kn .. tba2 sy t'fkir n rndu smEone.. smeone that i really weally love .. bleh ckp my firstlove lah , gitu ... huhuhu.. but nw he got smeoNe .. dia prnah ckp, want to be wth me ,n he will find me aftr mY sPM ... TAPI ......... ( sngat mnydih kn ) even i know ..i should not have any .. u know.. ~ but we cant cntrol our heart to love kn ? uhuhu.. lst time , he sang a song for me.. what a nice voice ... ' tinggal kenangan ' he sang .. ~ i miz evrythng tht me n he hve done togthr.. cant expln .. until nw, hnstly , i still hve tht feeling .. tp soma teda guna uda .. smpan jak lah tht feelng .. till the end .. now wht im going to do is.. hrgai pa yg ada skrng .. but , sy pun maw d hrgai as well.. hope , evryone around me, fhm.. forget it.. ohya .. today sy ada piono lsson with myRa.. but actlly ,my point nw is .. sya maw beli kybord .. i love music so much ! hehehehe.. wth music i cant relax myslf .. :) anywy ,sy sngt hppy coz msh ada org can mke me hppy.. sangat2 hargai dia .. ehhehehhe.. ^^ i love all my fwen ..~
Saturday, May 15, 2010
plez make me moRe strong ...
hi .. ^^ bru2 ne busy sngt urus smthng .. fikiran pun busy sngt fkir mcm2.. btuL lah form 5 busy .. but kLu pndai urus msa actlly bleh bah ni.. tp sy ne jak .. ngok2 ckit .. huhuhhu.. mcm mna lah maw fokus untuk 2 hal aa..? sprtual and stdy ..kLu d fkir btuL2 stdy ne pun msa dpn , and sprtual as well.. dua2 pnting , kadang2 maw giLA ne fkir.. tmbah ag pngaruh yg bnyk .. huhuhuhuu.. i thnk i need fmlY actvtys bha .. to help me dRi mudah t'pngaruh .. but , slalu mcm sya kena anti ne bha ..ntah lah.. but now im trying to wat hal sndri, n lupa kn hal2 ne .. yg pnting sya teda buat sLAh .. ingt ne shEiLA ~ soma org prnah dan akn rsa ne bha msa rmja .. mmang ssah .. bab kta taw mna slah n btUL msa rmja , but keinginan ,slalu kuat dlm ati .. smpai snggp mmbrontak ..even u know u love ur fmily .. tmbah2 ag ,now .. dunia mkin tua.. heii ! mkin bnyk lah syitan pnya mslihat ..aduiii.. sy pun rsau jga ma dri sy .. tp , dri dLu sy mmang jnis kras kpla.. kadang2 sya rsa mcm maw Lri jauh2 ne dRi org yg sy kenaL.. n hiduP sndRi, tnpa paparatzi .. ehehe.. anywy .. sdih sngt my kajen lala will pndah p sndakn .. dia jak lah kkuatan sya tuk handLe smthng .. pasni , sya teda kwn uda maw crta2 .. huhuhuhu.... dia krja uda d beluran .. ngueeekk ~~ smlm kmi prpre hdiah tuk byfriend dia.. teddy bear .. sumiL ne.. sya maw .. hahaha... sweet my kajen .. smlam muram giLa ne dia.. teda gurau2 .. cian my kajen .. we will miss u k kajen ku LaLa.. ~ nge ~ thts all lah .. muah !
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
50% / 50% ~ hppy / sad
hai.. ermm.. syOk sgt bRu2 ne.. wlpn ada exam yg bikin tension .. tPi, ada ssuatu yg bikin hppY sya.. sngt2.. but ada jga yg bikin skit ati lah.. smtimes mcm sya gve up ne maw hdup lma dlm ne bumi.. ntah napa sya fkir bnda2 bdoh gitu ! mcm boring uda ne hidup.. kin skit otak maw b'fkir jak.. smetimes sy prlu smeone tuk luahkn soma yg sya rsa wth smeone , tp , teda sapa2 yg muncuL..first ,sy prlU kwn sya IQA . but now pun dya jauh uda .. sya fHm if dia nda fham keadaan sya sni .. pa leh wat kn.. but sya rndu sngt keadaan dLu2 .. kLu bleh sya maw ulang msa dLu .. ubah blik soMa yg slah ..huhuh.. sya maw dRi sy dLu.. kdang2 , benda yg hiLang dLu , sya maw skrang .. but sya sedar , now i got new liFe , n new hopE for my own good.. sya maw sngt skrang soma oRg fhAm sya .. even nda fHAm sya pun, wat2 lah fham.. sya nda suka kena larang2 nw.. sngt truk .. tp, itu sya .. hormon sya berubah.. mcm2 hormon ada..bikin benci sngt ! n0w , mcm sya rsa , bGus ag ada hduP sndri ..~ BODOH KAN ?!! now satu jak sya minta .. plEz lah jan konGkong sya sngt .. wat sya tmbh keras kpala.. huhuhu.. aduii.. tiba2 ngntuk puLak.. huhu. sya tiDo kejap la.. boring ne bha .. sbuh2 maw bngun awl.. maw stdy .. hehe.. tips kajen sya .. msti maw rJin2 !! chayoh ! loVe you alL... muah !
Monday, May 3, 2010
me wth cheong sam .. ~ kakakaka
hahaha.. msa assmbLy.. fiRst tiMe sya guna cheong sam .. luCu .. kmi 3 pLan pkai cheong sam .. yg wrna merah debbiE , yg white clour ,angeline.. angeline yg bGi sya pnjam cheong sam dia.. hahaha.. pndai ktawa sndri ne nmpk diz pic .. nda prnah2 wa pkai cheong sam.. truz tba2 ne .. hahahahha.. but , niCe pulak smtimes ..sya rsa .. ahahhaa ![]() Labels: memory ...
eLLow .. huhu..haha.. hehe
hi.. lama uda nda edit bloG .. ehehhe.. busy sngt dgn assmbLy ... no time tuk edit .. ehehe.. sbtu n ahad sya ada rlgions assmbLy.. tp rsa mca skjap jak ne bha .. tp pnat lah maw bngun awl tiap2 hRi.. fuh ! anywy.. last week on thursdy , kwn sya ,Heidi, invite p uma dia ,untk dnner wth them n ouR C.O and D.O.. tht tme mmang mkn mknan style urang puTih ne .. sodaP ! sya suKa sngt2 .. hehehe.. bLik jam 12 lbih ne bha .. nda sdaR ne ..lupa dnia uda msa tu,sibuK men UNO .. for assmbLy lstweek , sya wat banana cke .. frst time ne bha yg btuL2 mcm usaha sndri ne..tp kena tlong2 jga lah ckit .. ahhaha sngt sedap ne bha .. wah ! ini buku yg sya guna untuk ikut cra wat.. haha cntik kn .. but my bnana cke ,sya tmbah cklat.. hehee see.. ada cklat rce kn.. sedap.. hehehe..ini bfore bake .. smpat ag tke pic kunun .. kikikiki... |